I’m going to take a break from blogging and everything for a little while.
I don’t want to talk about the details. It happened quick and with little pain. Our baby is gone at 10 weeks on the dot. The doctor estimates its heart stopped and I miscarried the same day. It happened at the hospital. My husband got me there in time.
We are still hopeful of our chances. Our lowest quality blastocyst gave us ten cherished weeks of joy. I am grateful for that. We are going to deal with the adenomyosis and fibroids before we try again.
My condolences and well wishes to you and your family.
Stay strong.
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So sorry to hear – try to be gentle with yourself, good to yourself.
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Iโm so sorry ๐ฆ
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I’m so sorry!!!!
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Iโm so sorry. I had really hoped that what happened to me wouldnโt happen to you as well. I was so hopeful for you. Please take all the time you need. You might find youโll never stop crying. Itโs been almost a year, and I still cry about the baby we lost. Take as much time as you need. Iโll be thinking of you.
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Mara, you are so poised–as always–but I know grief and loss and I know you are hurting, and my heart goes out to you and your husband. I’m so glad you had 10 precious weeks, and I’m still so hopeful for you to have your rainbow โค XOXO
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I’m so very sorry. I wish you success moving forward. Take care of yourself for now. Hugs.
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So sorry for your loss. There are no words that will help you. You are in my thoughts and prayers โค๏ธ
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I am so sorry.
You are an amazing person and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
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I’m so sorry for your loss. Take all the time you need. โค
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I’m really sad to hear this. Sending all my love. x
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I am so sorry to read this. My heart breaks for you both. ๐ข
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Oh Mara. Iโm so sad for you. Sending you lots of love and weโll be here when you get back. โค๏ธ
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Iโm so sorry my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family โค๏ธ
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Im so sorry for your loss. Take the time you need to grieve. How many frozen embies do you have left?
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We have two: one day 5 and on day 2.
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Wishing you much luck and success on your next FET!! ๐ค
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Thank you. It probably won’t be for a year sadly. We are going to do surgery on my fibroids and adenomyosis before we try again.
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Thats probably a good idea but i know how agonizing the waiting is. I hope things goes well with your surgery and next year brings you a beautiful rainbow baby ๐
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I’m so sorry to read this… I send you all my love and support ๐ Good luck with everything that’ll come next ๐
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Thoughts and prayers, Mara. ๐๐
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