It’s over

I’m going to take a break from blogging and everything for a little while.

I don’t want to talk about the details. It happened quick and with little pain. Our baby is gone at 10 weeks on the dot. The doctor estimates its heart stopped and I miscarried the same day. It happened at the hospital. My husband got me there in time.

We are still hopeful of our chances. Our lowest quality blastocyst gave us ten cherished weeks of joy. I am grateful for that. We are going to deal with the adenomyosis and fibroids before we try again.

21 thoughts on “It’s over

  1. I’m so sorry. I had really hoped that what happened to me wouldn’t happen to you as well. I was so hopeful for you. Please take all the time you need. You might find you’ll never stop crying. It’s been almost a year, and I still cry about the baby we lost. Take as much time as you need. I’ll be thinking of you.

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  2. Mara, you are so poised–as always–but I know grief and loss and I know you are hurting, and my heart goes out to you and your husband. I’m so glad you had 10 precious weeks, and I’m still so hopeful for you to have your rainbow ❤ XOXO

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