This is a post about infertility.
I’ve never been a “regular” girl. My cycle just around between 24 days to 30 days. It almost never does more or less than that. From what I read, that’s still bad.
However, I don’t have PCOS and I’ve never had that.
This last five months have been like this: 28/20/33/26/26.
Going back for years I do seem to stick on the 26/27 days range for cycles more often than not.
I knew the beginning of this cycle would be awful. I could feel it. And I was right. This should be Day Hell. I broke down and took painkillers. However, I am grateful it waited until after the weekend to really hit like a hammer.
I always keep Monday as my day off. No work or anything and I almost never go out. I think having a day for catching up on chores is important. However, there will be no catching up on anything as I try to watch movies and wait for the suffering to be over.
So we begin a new cycle of disappointment. I’ll be going to the clinic to see how high my FSH is this time. I don’t have much hope of better results, but I’ve eaten vegetables, vitamins and tried to exercise.
We’ll see what happens. However, if I’m also 26 days next month and the one after then I’ll officially have run regular for four months in a row which would be quite irregular for me.
Here’s hoping for some regularity.